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expect the unexpected?
Monday, December 22, 2014 | 7:39 AM | 0 Swiftlings
this month has been... shocking.
remember when I said I went to an interview? and how I thought I crashed and burned?

(okay I still need to figure out why I can't sceencap properly)

I seriously thought I failed. then this happened!

my reaction? I started laughing. and crying. at the same time.

I didn't really know how to feel.

should I feel happy? should I feel sad?

then I showed mama. she was really happy. baba was too.

"I'm so relieved! now you've a clearer vision of where you're going! congrats Farah!"

but but but....... I didn't even agree on going yet? what are you saying? so I should go?

that was a few weeks ago. now, mama and baba made it official by telling everyone.

so I'm finally leaving Presint 14.

I am not ready :/

but I am doing the right thing right? by listening to my parents? cuz they know best? T__T


this post has been in draft for awhile.
here's whats happening now, I'm going. for sure.
done the med check up. bought stuff. filled up forms.

8days til my birthday. 9 til registration day.

time seems to be speeding up.

I know I should just be grateful and grow up already.
I still wake up feeling unsure. but I'm really going.
so many different reactions from people. but,
all I ask for now, is for your sincere doa. prayers that I can do this and make my parents proud.

please? thank you :(